You wounded 2 deer in one day. That is bad, really bad. Shooting at alive animal is obviously much different than targets as you have seen. You have 3 options: 1.Get better at tracking so you can find the deer you shoot, 2. calm down and actually make an efficient killing shot 3. stop hunting until numbers 1 and 2 and second nature for you.

Some things are true whether you believe them or not.