Well I feel sorry for you, but you have to give a little take a little. I had been single for several years being a single dad & raising a 3 month baby girl,had several years I could'nt hunt or fish. When my little girl got big enough around 4 yrs. I started taking her camping & fishing. When she got a few years older I took her hunting also. I finally found a lady I care about that loves camping, fishing & hunting. She had never shot a bow (Even though she has a brother that shoots for Mathews) so I bought her a PSE Beast, a pop up stand,etc.etc.etc. & now she bow hunts too. Said she did'nt relize how hard it was compared to rifle hunting. I'm going to marry this girl someday. Told her we would get married @ the deer lease in full camo under the double deer hanger. She said that would be fine with her. I think I got it going on! Good luck jsharris51