Don't worry, I haven't gone any where. A wise man once told me that if you can't find a spot to gun hunt, take your gun to your bowhunting spot and you will see deer, you did with your bow right? As for your land you should be proud of it, you earned the money to buy it. Go after the landowner on the next property and try to develop a management program with him it will improve your deer population and produce more mature bucks. It worked for me and many others. You probably won't see me because I'll be wearing camo all season, just kidding.