Rybo,
I know exactly where you are coming from. I have a job that I truly hate everyday. I had a chance recently to get a better paying one, but I would have to travel alot and at any time. Home time would be unpredictable . Can you imagine me, coming home from being away, and saying to my wife and kids "See ya, I'm heading out to the stand!" I could see the trainwreck coming, so I passed on the job. Do you hate your job really, or has it become routine and boring to the point that you want to jab a pen in your eyeball for excitement, on a daily basis. That's where I am at this point brother. But man, when I go to the woods right after work on a cool October evening, I'm glad I waited to poke my eyes out that day. And whenI get home, I say..."HI HONEY!"