RE: Nightmare
Lady,
It happens to the best of us. You will get over it and use it as a learning experiance.
If you knew the shot was to far back, you should not of tracked it that night. You would of been better off waiting till the mourning to start on the trail. It can be a tough night of sleep but your odds of recovery might of been much better.
Your setup sounds great, I wouldn't change it over this one shot.