You don’t get buck fever? If it wasn’t for the excitement of the kill I would not hunt. I believe that to be the primal instinct in all of us that drives us to hunt.

Zak sounds a lot like a tree hugger.

If you are a hunter zak and u don’t like the killing part of hunting, go to the grocery store and buy your meat. That would be hell of a lot cheaper than hunting. You could even buy some antlers off ebay. Maybe you could take up pottery or something so you would not have to worry about the "mommie" and "baby" little animals.
Sounds like a 7 year old girl describing deer like that.

BTW, your sentence doses not make much sense.. You say killing is not fun but say killing a buck is rewarding. How can it be rewarding to you if you hate killing it so much? Does it make you sad?