Bud Light

You think yor life ain't worth ****? That is a normal thing in your teenage years. You are right thinking nobody will miss you. Your parents and family will. But you don't care about them do you? I didn't either. It's a pretty bad feeling knowing that the split tail have so much power over you. It really sucks becaause they will all your life. I am older now a would never want to be your age again. I am 33 and if I could go back I would have to go to 25. It is difficult growing up, but if you confide in your same sex parent, they can really help you. When you turn 25, you will realize that your parents are smarter than you ever hoped to be. And heck with that Jesus crap,You just hang in there and someday you will have your own family. You will have wife,kids,dogs,cats, and plenty of hunting and fishing.We have all been there in your spot. It really does suck but everything will work out for the best. I know it doesn't seem like it is worth going on for, but take it from a a stranger that felt the exact same way. I even told my mom the same story you jusst did and she wouldn't listen. And cutting yourself is not the way to do it. Put that shotgun barrel in your mouth(unloaded) and just see what it really tastes like. Taste the metal in your mouth and imagine your teeth going out the back of your head. Just tough it out and be friends with all the ladies. The popular ones get fat and the un noticed ones get hot. Usually the in between and and un noticed girls turn out to be the favorites.

BRDSL43

Tim
everyone here loves you and so does god if you need to talk to someone this is my E mail address [email protected] and if you want to talk to someone who beleaves and his faith is out of this world E-mail my pastor at [email protected] or just go to our web site at www.vbf.org

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mrfishy34

as u can tell tim that u have alot of friends here. we would not reply if u didn't. keep in touch and let us know how u are doing with everything.
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BRDSL43

to all. I got a E-mail from tim a couple days ago he said he was doing great im glad to see that he is doing better.

BuckmasterG2Lover

hey Tim,
I dont know you one bit but the second I read your Post i thought of one thing. My uncle. About 2-3 weeks ago we found out my uncle had attepted suicide. We were very astonished at the thought of this. We had just spent alot of time with him on fathers day. Well he took 125 asprin and tryed various other things. My dad, my other uncle and my aunt were very close to Mark. Everything started looking up and up and the next tuesday at 5:30 AM we heard CODE BLUE CODE BLUE. It was Mark. He had died. I remember seeing his wife tore up. Crying and crying. I remember Marks mom and dad who had outlived their on child which ive heard is the hardest thing to ever do. I remeber seeing Marks brothers and sisters who now felt alone. 2 weeks later from having this happen it still brings tears to my eyes to realize this. We used to ride 4 wheelers together and do all sorts of fun things. He had 2 sons a 9 year old and a 4 year old. They worshiped their dad like no other. We all loved mark very deaply. If I could bring him back I would be very happy. His 2 sons have not heard that he attepmted suicide. They would be heart broken just like I am. I have been busy painting my house this summer and ever since Mark died I think about him not stop. Try to carry on conversations with him. Please remeber that suicide is the easy way out. Then you put all of your burdens on everyone else. Dont do it, i know it would be hard for you to say this but tell your mom or dad the whole situation and you will feel much better. PLEASE dont do this. You need to express your feelings to a human. Tell god that you need help, go to church, be active in the youth group. Theres one thing about church at my church. It doesnt matter if your popular or your the biggest nut on the world. In our youth group everyone loves everyone. I cant stress enough to not do this. Its the easy way out and you put all of your burdens on other people. I would of probably if this incident wouldnt have happened to my uncle just overlooked this. I just know how hard it was for his mom and dad and know how hard it would be for your mom and dad. You will make it through if you dedicate your life to god. In gods eyes were all brothers and sisters. SO your my brother and if you dont think you have a friend im your friend. I cant give you out my e mail address because id hate to have my mom read this but if you have any more problems you post them and ill help you.Your brother
Zach


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Red Hawk

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huntingirl89

glad to hear that everything is going good... i'm still recovering from parts of my depression and it is always something that i will look back and frown on but i see it as a period of growth as well... i learned that i can not keep bottled emotions and hide anger and fear and surpress sadness... i still try to every now and then but i catch myself and my boyfriend is a great help... the slashes on my wrists remain as a grim reminder of pain that i went through but with the help of loved ones i climbed out of my deep hole and back into the light

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darkwing

hey tim
we are all your friends here. if not we would not be here right now. Jesus is the only way to solve your problems.

justin thorn