Well, I don't know you, or your troubles but, it sounds like you have a lot of friends right here. These friends don't care if you hunt or shoot a bow, it sounds as if they truly care about you. I wouldn't be so quick to say goodbye. Good friends and a place to sound off can be very therapeutic. Do what you can to get your health issues straightend around. But remember attitude plays a big part in your health (mental and physical), So while you don't want pity, how about if I give you a little kick in the pants and tell you to pick your head up and fight the good fight!

God Bless & Good Luck