I'm another one who can feel your pain. Thankfully there were no children involved.When I was going through my divorce I thought it was the end of the world.I lost 45 pounds worrying. I talked to all my friends and got encouragement. One friend made a comment that really sunk in" If you Love something set it free,if it comes back it was meant to be." Believe me I wouldn't want to go through that again for anything. Spend as much time with your son. Lay off the booze.Talk it over with the wife,seek help.If it works out or not at least you'll know you did what you could trying to save your marriage.Time heals all.It's been going on 12 years since I was divorced.I realize now that was probably the best for both of us.I don't wish her any bad luck but I don't want anything to do with her. She's been remarried a couple times.I haven't gone back for seconds and doubt I ever will. Hang in there my friend things will work one way or another.

Ruger Redhawk