Don't feel bad in the least. I've been bowhunting a long time and I still get just as excited when I shoot a doe as I allways have, hope I never lose that feeling. I think too many new hunters watch these videoes and think you should only be proud if you shoot abig buck, not the case it took me a long time and many does and small bucks before I killed my first mountable buck. Be proud of any bow kill and congratulations