MOTF don't worry about it. You got a deer with a bow. Doesn't matter what it was or how big. I have a better one for you. About 6 yrs ago I was late season bowhunting in Northern WI and a big doe came in and I watched her for 10 mis or so. I made a good shot. I'm pumped I get down and make it over to my doe, but it's not a doe it's a 3 1/2 yr old buck that dropped it's horns before Christmas. I think mine beats yours so don't beat yourself up over it.