Hang inthere ihunt1975 we all have to go through this in life and its a bummer. I lost a good freind in Sept. 07 and he left a wife, son 12 and daughter 10. I took his son out during the youth deer hunting season and there's not a lot I can teach him that his dad didnt already do. He really enjoyed our hunt and I was glad to hunt with him. I hope that someday I will meen asmuch to him as Cotton did to you. Im very soory about your lose.