I'm in the same boat you are in dude. I just want my career to be involved in deer hunting in some way. A few years back I was like you and wanted to have my own show or have my own outfitter, and those are still both dreams of mine. But now I have researched and found that there are many avenues and jobs out there in the deer industry. Whether it be writing for a magazine, conducting research, writing a book, producing videos, giving seminars in your town, anything, just take something and run with it. I am 18 and i saw that you are 15 or 16? so dont let negative comments get you down. A lot of what everyone has said it right, but they are YOUR dreams and it is up to YOU to decided whether or not you wanna chase them. I know I am.