RE: First buck....Feeling guilty
My dad would put me in his stand a lot while I was growing up.
Trust me, he's proud of you and happy for you.
I'm 26 now and my dad still get's more excited when I harvest a doe or a spike then he does when he harvests a trophy 10 point.
BTW, congrats!
P.S. "The alternate's trophy is in the Ladies room" LOL... CLASSIC!