I used to get super nervous ntil i got a few under my belt. now i just worry about making a clean kill then worry about getting nervous. Everyone tell's me i should give it up because i really dont get to worked up anymore. For me the fun part if finding, figuring out, and understanding where they are- when and why. I usually know what I am hunting and when i see him i am not to worked up. but I know exactly how you are feeling.