RE: horrible feeling
18, all I can say is I don't know a lot of adults that would have made the choices you made, including myself if placed in your situation. Good for you! Your choice has now opened up a new door for you and who knows what kind of a trust you can build with this guy. Again I tip my hat to you for the responsibility you've showed. Nice bone by the way! I am looking forward to seeing what else you find on this ground now that you have permission to shed hunt it!