We took my wife n to the ER 2 days ago, because she was feeling weak.
She has bronchitis and penunonia, and had kidney failure (which is now under control). But, she has a large tumor that covers the whole upper half of her left lung.
If the doctors are correct (until she has a biopsy on Monday, and then it will be at least 10 days) that she has cancer, and it is incurable. I am preparing myself to lose my wife within the next 3-5 years.
I am hoping for a miracle that she is, or will be, found cancer free.
However, I learned a long time ago - not to ask God for what I want, but for what He wants, because he knows what is best, and his plans are often not the same as ours. I will accept whatever He wants.
Due to the 9 pinched nerves in my back (which causes extreme pain in both arms and legs, my lower back and mid-back, plus both sides of my neck - with the result that I am on 60mg of morphine 24/7, and the pinched nerve/atypical facial pain in my face, and the neuropathy (nerve damage) to both feet, I am unable to hold a job. I need to write and sell as many articles and books as i can.
Please pray of a miracle - that my wife does not have cancer, or that she will be completely healed - to the glory of God.
Pray that editors will want my articles, publishers will want my newest books, and hunters will purchase my books.
May God bless all of you,
T.R.
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May Yahweh-God bless you and yours,
However, I learned a long time ago - not to ask God for what I want, but for what He wants, because he knows what is best, and his plans are often not the same as ours. I will accept whatever He wants.
Words of great wisdom. However there is still the natural love and concern involved, but God gives us grace in time of need. We will pray for Gods will, and for comfort and guidance.
I went through the same ordeal with my wife 11 years ago and lost her to cancer, but it was her time and God will chose whatever avenue He chooses to bring her home when it’s time. I’ve seen God do miracles and know He is able, but it’s all in His plan. I pray that God will grant her a miracle and bring you both peace and joy for years to come.
I have gone through what you are going through brother, if you want someone to speak with feel free to pm me and I’ll send you my cell number where we can talk all you want.
God Bless you both.
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