Good to hear your throwing that yoke off Chuck. Resentment is a prison unto itself . . . .like being in a foxhole imagining enemies on every side when in actuality your the only one there.
I don't disagree with all of your theology tho. . . .just the parts thats wrong

lol. Also, we both are not fond of the others ways of expressing ourselves. . . . .But irregardles, there's no sense in carrying around a bag of resentment over it. We're not all wired the same way but disagreeing, or clashing to me is over once I've had my say.
At one time I viewed your wavering as a weakness that I don't allow in myself. I've come to see your "wavering" more in the light of a struggling to find the truth. The only real difference between us in that is that I won't voice a firm opinion until I have it all worked out and etched in stone in my mind and spirit. . . .I do however commend you for diligently searching.
Of course, if we both express our opinions we will continue to disagree at times. Your not going to like the way I say something and I'm going to care for your input about that . . .but either way it does'nt really have to go beyond that.
Keep on keeping on and God bless all that touches your life in Jesus name.