Dear Friends,
I'm using my son's screen name...since I've been banned.I'd like to give you all the truth of my behavior during the last day or two.
I'm on a fast to return to my first love..I'm beginning week 3.I sincerely beleive I've been putting HNI before God..looking for comfort from you instead of HIm..I keep a journal. I lost 10 pounds my first week and God put me in a place where I saw a monster buck within 10 yds..behind me..

I had been obedient and gotten off HNI..UNTL .
I was tempted to get back on here..Since then my back has gone out..I know God wants me off here..to solely trust Him alone as my hunting guide, my best friend, the healer of my heart and my family..So to help me get off of here I PURPOSELY did something I knew would get me off. I posted a stupid post..
I'd forgotten I had Matt's screen name as well. This is how I got back on.
The Lord spoketo me loud and clear about being off here to trust in God alone..not looking for comfort through here..but rather being at a placeto be used of God..Justin said he will probably reinstate me next week anyway..since i've got a pretty good track record..However; you all know very well that the true blessings are in obeying God from the heart..
This will certainly be my last post ..
So Chad...I did what I did on purpose..to get kicked off.

I really don't have any qualms with you..I just needed a little help in doing God's will.
Thanks Justin for the warm letter..and sorry Chad for using you to get kicked off.
Folks . God is very real...we need to get to the place of worshipping Him alone..He will not play second fiddle.
Expecting a glorious year,
Chuck7