Renfrow, I am glad to hear it brother. No need to apologize to us as you were only expressing what was in your heart. Liz and I have had a rough year also and I am going thru a dark time right now myself.
I guess I'm just not as open as you are but want you to know that I understand that we all fall short of the glory of God. Our redemption is in Jesus Christ and we can be justified freely thru faith in His blood.
Brother, you've turned an otherwise bad day into something good. Pray for me and my son and I will continue to pray for you and yours.
It's a new day up on Renfrow's Ridge huh!!

Praise God