you have our prayers chuck, when i say things are a daily struggle for me it is the truth, as i am still an easy target for the devils handywork, whenever these feeling/actions come over me i try to remove them from my thought process as quickly as possible, putting my mind and head back where they need to be, just like the time i asked everyone here how i should deal with the guy draggin me into a situation, that in my heart i knew better, but it was so easy to play along, when i stood back and looked at it, after beating myself up, and talking to our preacher and people here, and studying the word, i realized, i am only human
Rom 3:23
For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God
chuck will be praying for you buddy, keith