Chuck
I admire the humility expressed in your post. However, you seem to be treading some dangerous ground with the attitude that everyone else's opinion is probably better than your own. In the end, it takes a very wise man tobe able to discernwhen someone else is expressing a better line of thought than that which the man himself has already expressed. It takes a very foolish man to dismiss his own thoughts and conclusions for someone else's entirely.I don't know what you feel you've done wrong, but please realize that
you will have to answer for
your own actions, no matter if you're just following other folks opinions or not.
I admire your efforts to be a servant, just remember that the best servants do the best serving because they truly believe that what they do is right and good.
Don't be so hard on yourself.
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