Please forgive me

renfrowridge · 02-13-2006, 01:53 AM

I have been in a very dark darkplace for the last couple of weeks and my freinds know why. But last night at about 3 in the morning God deald with me. and ask me a simple ? have I not given all the things you have ask for, when you were in a wheelchair you prayed for me to take it from you and I did. When the bill collecters wanted money when you were not working did I not send you 3 time themoney you prayed for ( It came from a company that I had work for 6 years early that I did not know the money was there) I have given you all that you have ask of me and NOW you doubt me. Just this year when you girl was getting marreid did I not send someone to buy timber from you to pay for it and NOW you doubt me. When you had2 bullets in you're chest when you were young did I not save you. Think all the times that you have called upon me I have given you what you ask for and now you doubt me.

What is going on between me and nancy is none of you're besneiss I the all mighty will deal with her and not you, I have many great things planned for you, so butt out and get out of this self pityif I bring her home you will see her when it is you're time to come home.

So I am sorry, and thank you to Chuck7, and Rev. for helping thru this and by Gods grace and power I eill see you all one day. Chuck

Knightia · 02-13-2006, 03:12 AM

Sorry to hear all the troubles your having Ren.
( i dont want to butt in here- just say that there are ppl also to talk to in the medical field -for the spouses etc of the sick to)They can maybe help some dealing with these things- i can only imagian its very hard for all involed.( wish i could help somehow(i dont know how in a relgious way)- if you need to talk e mail me ok?)

Yall will be in my thoughs/prayers.

renfrowridge · 02-13-2006, 03:33 AM

Thanks Knight. But I have no more troubles like I said God set me straight last night and open my eyes to a lot of things that I had forgotten. I layed it all at his feet and walk away. If my sister does die I will throw a party for her like my family has never seen because she beet me home and is free of this world and the pain it brings her. Yes I will cry just like I am now and yes I will miss her but just think about where she will be a perfect body no pain and streets of Gold and to have the answers to all the dumb thing we here on this forum fight about what more could she want.

Love to all Chuck
and may God fill you all with peace and joy and love of all men

Chuck7 · 02-13-2006, 03:38 AM

Amen Chuck Renfrow..Thanks so much for sharing. He's been speaking to me about shaping up too. Your post made my day. It's nice to know we have a Father who deals with us as sons. And know this...

"Futhermore we have had fathers of our flesh which corrected us , and we gave them reverence : shall we not much rather be in subjection unto th eFather of spirits and live? For they verily for a few days chastened us afther their own pleasure BUT HE FOR OUR PROFIT :THAT WE MIGHT BE PARTAKERS OF HIS HOLINESS.
Hebrews 12:9-10

God bless Chuck He's been working on me too

C7

Tazman · 02-13-2006, 05:29 AM

ChuckR brother I have had you all in my prayers, God has opened your eyes to what has been bothering you and you have listened, his will be done and if you remain faithful to him he will keep his promise and lead you where he wants you to go. Hang in there bro, you have my number if you need someone to talk to, heck if you want to come up and visit for a while that would be fine with us, give you a break from what is going on. Shoot me an email if you wish, I am here for you bro..... I more then owe you, if you need me I would be truly blessed to help out even if it is no more them a willing ear.

Love you Brother!

DaveH · 02-13-2006, 05:39 AM

Renfro--I've been praying for Nancy, and you and your families. God can do whatever He wants and He never makes mistakes - regardless of how we view His actions at the time. I thank Him for giving you this peace that only He can bring about.

Chuck7 · 02-13-2006, 06:08 AM

God can do whatever He wants and He never makes mistakes - regardless of how we view His actions at the time. I thank Him for giving you this peace that only He can bring about. Dave

Amen brother Dave

Chuck7 · 02-13-2006, 06:11 AM

Sorry [&:]Mr. Renfrow...I replied to the wrong thread.

had to edit.

The Rev · 02-13-2006, 07:27 AM

Thank you Brother Chuck.. One thing I have discovered in my walk with God is that when something great is about to happen the devil will come to trip us up. It sometimes seems that there is no way out, then God comes, and we know, without a doubt it was the hand of God... I prepare myself each time all hell is breaking loose, because God is about to use me in a mighty way.. Get ready, your blessing is coming.
God has touched you so many times before, why would he bring you so far to let you fall? Be of good courage my brother, look and lean toward Jesus.. I will continue praying for you.
I love you brother
Bob <><

renfrowridge · 02-13-2006, 07:45 AM

Rev I cant be more happy than I am right how except for crying in the key boad but that OK to I have a peace that I have not had in a long time. and I know this sound funny but if God take nancy home I will be the happyest man on earth and beleave me I WILL REJOICE on that day and I will share my joy with all of you and if he leaves her here for us I will rejoice to. I let satan in and took a stomping of my faith but no more. He that is in me is stronger than he that is in the world. get behind me satan I have places to go and people to see and LIVE IS GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!