bc, i have been guilty off not keeping my emotions in check, i had to apolagize to someone on the off topic forum, not so much for his or anyone else's benifit, but for my own, i did not like where the post was taking me, and i didn't like who i was looking at in the mirror, i had been to a new church that morning and it was if the preacher had been reading the post[:-] and he waslooking right at me, the sermon was on Christanity and how we conduct ourselves in the publics eyes,i have only had one person on here "ask me out",i don't have anything to prove, there are some things i could probably never convince you of or likewise that you could never convince me, the best i can do is walk, and live with the fact that we agree that we don't agree, i can live with that. i don't like to call someone an idiot, and itry not to ever do it again,but my granfather told me once "never argue with an idiot, you'll lose everytime", there are times i have wished i heeded his advice and itry to follow this in my life now, ya know my grandfather really was a pretty sharp man, i wish i knew half the things he'd told me, and to think i used to laugh at his crazy old coot sayings[&o]another word of wisdom i heard from my 8 year old grandson, we witnessed a little road rage, i was not involved this time

, and he said "ya know what? i asked what, he said "its just not worth it" i asked what he meant, and it blew my mind, he said those 2 people the way their acting, what if they wrecked and died, would it be worth it, now in the back of my head when someone does something stupid, i'll just smile and say
"IT AINT WORTH IT"
bc i would also like to commend you, i have always followed you post, you are always very accurate in your replies, sometimes i may not have like the way you came across, but i had no idea of what your burden is/was, we all have our cross to carry. the change i have seen in youhere is incredible. and i am impressed.