I'm still going through the initial Guilt, Anger, frustration, p'od, don't know what the hell to do phase...
I'll get over it.... I will NOT move for job, i'll shovel crap before I do that again.
worst part is my "friends" call me up on a daily basis (about 5 of them including my brother) to inform me i'm unemployed and will soon (which is not true) live at the mission... along with a sortee of other slurs and bashes...... And I hang around with them why?
Guess they're trying to tell me to stop being a sissy. They're probably right.
Trying to get into shape - can't bench press or do a proper push up due to the damn wrist.. all in the event i have to get a manual labor job (assuming they'll take me at my age).
We'll see. It's only been 2 weeks, i've been through MUCH WORSE. Ain't no big thing, just a kick in the pants.
Glad you're angry. It shows you've not given up. What happened to your wrist? Tilting back of few of the 22 oz chilled steins w/o warming up?
You must stratch and start with a few repetitions of the 16 oz-er's so as not to hurt yourself.
Glad you're angry. It shows you've not given up. What happened to your wrist?
Last september on the tavern golf outing I took a nasty 6 foot fall and broke it with my right hand.
Pain like you wouldn't believe. First thing I did was tuck my thumb and do a rotation - no broken bones. But i tore everything else. Docs don't do nothing for something like that so I let it go. Wrists take forever to heal, very compact space and very low blood flow into the "inner spaces".
I don't understand the "won't move" part. Right now, the "world is your oyster" so-to-speak...You obviously ain't happy where you are. Take the plunge man...Do something now!!!!!!!!
By the way, I understand about the living in a shelter or, in my case living in a tent jokes....Everytime I get a month with low occupancy, I wonder where a good place to set up "camp" would be.
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